a SWAK/Tony-Gibbs fanmix for ncis-verse

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a fanmix for NCIS episode 2x22: SWAK
Songs about the Plague, the Hospital, and Love



Warnings/notes: language, images and imagery of sickness and death

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End Credits
Chase & Status feat. Plan B

When the blood dries in my veins
And my heart feels no more pain
I know I'll be on my way
To heaven's door

I know when I knock
I'll be hoping I don't drop
To a place where I will rise, like before

I can feel, something happening
That I've never felt before
Hopeless dreaming will start
Dragging me away from heavens door

When my mind stops thinking
And my eyes stop blinking
I hope...
Somebody's there

When my heart stops beating
And my lungs stop breathing
In air...
I hope somebody cares

I can feel, something happening
That I've never felt before
Hopeless dreaming will start
Dragging me away from heavens door

When my mind stops thinking
And my eyes stop blinking
I hope...
Somebody's there




Journal For Plague Lovers
Manic Street Preachers

Pretend prayer
Pretend care
Makes everything seem so fair
These perfect abattoirs
These perfect actors
These perfect abattoirs

Only a god can bruise
Only a god can soothe
Only a god reserves the right
To forgive those that revile him
Only a god can bruise
Only a god can soothe
Only a god reserves the right
To forgive those that revile him

Oh, such love
Sweet stimulus
PG certificate and cuts unfocused
Stitches and wounds
Doctored divinity
So much love there's blind affinity



All Is Vanity
Manic Street Preachers

Haven't shaved for days
Keeps the appearance of delay
The luxury of one more dye
Pretend humility, the ugly lie
I would prefer no choice
One bread, one milk, one food, that's all
I'm confused, I only want one truth
I really don't mind being lied to

It's not "What's wrong?"
It's "What's right?"
Makes you feel like I'm talking a foreign language sometimes
It's not "What's wrong?"
It's "What's right?"
It's the facts of life sunshine
It's the facts of life sunshine

Haven't shaved for days
Keeps the appearance of delay
The luxury of one more day
Pretend humility, the ugly lie
I would prefer no choice
One bread, one milk, one food, that's all
I'm confused, I only want one truth
I really don't mind being lied to

It's not "What's wrong?"
It's "What's right?"
Makes you feel like I'm talking a foreign language sometimes
It's not "What's wrong?"
It's "What's right?"
It's the facts of life sunshine
It's the facts of life sunshine

It's not "What's wrong?"
It's "What's right?"
Makes you feel like I'm talking a foreign language sometimes
It's not "What's wrong?"
It's "What's right?"
It's the facts of life sunshine
It's the facts of life sunshine
It's the facts of life my sunshine.



Deliver Us
The Prince of Egypt Soundtrack

Mud Sand Water Straw Faster!
Mud And lift Sand And Pull
Water And raise up Straw Faster!

With the sting of the whip on my shoulder
With the salt of my sweat on my brow
Elohim, God on high
Can you hear your people cry:
Help us now
This dark hour...

Deliver us
Hear our call
Deliver us
Lord of all
Remember us, here in this burning sand
Deliver us
There's a land you promised us
Deliver us to the promised land...

Yal-di ha-tov veh ha-rach
(My good and tender son)
Al ti-ra veh al tif-chad
(Don't be frightened and don't be scared)
My son, I have nothing I can give
But this chance that you may live
I pray we'll meet again
If He will deliver us

Deliver us
Hear our prayer
Deliver us
From despair
These years of slavery grow
Too cruel to stand
Deliver us
There's a land you promised us
Deliver us
Out of bondage and
Deliver us to the promised land

Hush now, my baby
Be still, love, don't cry
Sleep as you're rocked by the stream
Sleep and remember my last lullaby
So I'll be with you when you dream

River, o river
Flow gently for me
Such precious cargo you bear
Do you know somewhere
he can live free?
River, deliver him there

Brother, you're safe now
And safe may you stay
For I have a prayer just for you:
Grow, baby brother
Come back someday
Come and deliver us, too

Deliver us
Send a shepherd to shepherd us
And deliver us to the promised land



Death of the First Born
The Prince of Egypt Soundtrack

Instrumental




The Plagues
The Prince of Egypt Soundtrack

Thus saith the Lord:
Since you refuse to free my people
All through the land of Egypt...

I send a pestilence and plague
Into your house, into your bed
Into your streams, into your streets
Into your drink, into your bread
Upon your cattle, on your sheep
Upon your oxen in your field
Into your dreams, into your sleep
Until you break, until you yield
I send the swarm, I send the horde
Thus saith the Lord

Once I called you brother
Once I thought the chance
to make you laugh
Was all I ever wanted...

I send the thunder from the sky
I send the fire raining down

And even now I wish that God
had chose another
Serving as your foe on his behalf
Is the last thing that I wanted...

I send a hail of burning ice
On ev'ry field, on ev'ry town

This was my home
All this pain and devastation
How it tortures me inside
All the innocent who suffer
From your stubbornness and pride...

I send the locusts on a wind
Such as the world has never seen
On ev'ry leaf, on ev'ry stalk
Until there's nothing left of green
I send my scourge, I send my sword
Thus saith the Lord!

You who I called brother
Why must you call down another blow?

I send my scourge, I send my sword
Let my people go
Thus saith the Lord

You who I called brother
How could you have come to hate me so?
Is this what you wanted?

Then let my heart be hardened
And never mind how high the cost may grow
This will still be so:
I will never let your people go...



Hospital
Lydia

So I've been sleeping with this silence in my mind
And all I see scares me
And no one knows it, but she, she saved me

So I've been sleeping with this silence in my brain
Awakening here everyday in this god damn place
I won't wait here anymore

It's still not quite the way it was
But you promised me this is love to stay
Watch the hospital that's
Just across the street
From your apartment balcony
I'll never ever leave there
I'll never leave

Oh, no one is watching now
Sing like you just might drown
But always come back here
'Cause I never got to see you once more, no
I guess that's all I wanted
Yeah, I guess that's all I needed

Now look, you've made a fool out of love
When all we want is to be enough
When all we want is to feel enough

It's still not quite the way it was
But you promised me this is love to stay
Watch the hospital that's just across the street
From your apartment balcony
I'll never ever leave there
I'll never leave

Watch the hospital that's just across the street
(It's still not quite the way it was)
From your apartment balcony
(But you promised me this is love to stay)
I'll never ever leave there
I'll stay



One More Day
Lydia

Well I saw you fall back once love.
But I can't stay.
Stay like this weather swirls,
Cause you've become sick like this winter girl.
Two more days, just two more.

Now I see.
Don't you say that I've gone crazy.
Because I haven't gone crazy yet.
I just lost my mind,
But I still got you.

Stay up late so you're sure.
Sure that I wont stray too far,
But surely that got too hard.
Love is not for me,
I promise.
One more day, just one more.

I'd Stay If I ever could,
Stay if I ever could.
And pick up your pieces babe,
Cause there's never a perfect day.




Now The One You Once Loved Is Leaving
Lydia

Tell me how I finally figured it out,
That now you're caught in the things
You said you'd never do.
And now its starting to show
Like her skin fell out out of her clothes,
She's got a list of moves to make.

Stay for me,
Because it was the first.
Yeah it was the...
Stay on me.

Take your time lighting the room.
When all is said and done
I bet you're covering.
Is it a wonder you're lonely,
Taking chances to feel again.
I bet you never knew

Suddenly, a cloud must have cut a hole in my head,
When I was tangled all in your words.
How quick to forget,
We are,
With eyes unimpressed
You're sealing the conversations.
And are you wondering how things could be?
Just staring at the surface,
When all the walls have tendencies.
But it's not your fault when no one taught you how.

And now the one you once loved is leaving.

You're so sure that I'd be just fine here.
But you were surely just taking your own time dear.



In The Hospital
Friendly Fires



Lying alone
In the hospital
I can't do anything right,
When I'm with someone like you

Oh deep in my heart, yes I know
Our love's run out
Oh deep in my heart, yes I know
I caused this row

Nothing is lost
Only a memory
A glitch in my heart
'Till you come back to me

Lying alone
In the hospital
Don't wanna check myself out
If I'm going home to you

Oh deep in my heart, yes I know
Your love will soon wear out
Oh deep in my heart, yes I know
I think you'll work something out













Plague Song
Horrible Histories

It starts with a little flee, that jumps upon a rat.
It bites the rat and gives it germs, and for the rat that's that.
Then the flee it looks for somewhere else to find its food
It hops on you and me and starts to suck our blood.

First you feel a little poorly, And then you start to swell,
Then you start to spit some blood, And then you really smell.
Then you know its time to ring, Your funeral bell.
Along comes Mr Death, And swishes you to hell.

There's lots of cures to help you, If you have the cash.
kill the village cats and dogs, And burn them all to ash.
Sit down in a sewer, So the smell drives plague away.
Place chicken bottoms on your spots, And then you'll be OK.

Plague kills little children, Even more then mums or dads,
A priest said its because, The wicked kids have acted bad,
Half the people on the earth, Are simply blown away,
So for Mr Death these will be, Really busy days




The Black Angel's Death Song
The Velvet Underground

The myriad choices of his fate
Set themselves out upon a plate
For him to choose
What had he to lose
Not a ghost bloodied country
All covered with sleep
Where the black angel did weep
Not an old city street in the east
Gone to choose
And wandering's brother
Walked on through the night
With his hair in his face
On a long splintered cut from the knife of G.T.
The rally man's patter ran on through the dawn
Until we said so long
To his skull-shrill yell
Shining brightly red-rimmed and
Red-lined with the time
Infused with the choice of the mind
On ice skates scraping chunks
From the bells
Cut mouth bleeding razor's
Forgetting the pain
Antiseptic remains cool goodbye
So you fly
To the cozy brown snow of the east
Gone to choose, choose again
Sacrificials remains make it hard to forget
Where you come from
The stools of your eyes
Serve to realize fame, choose again
And roverman's refrain of the sacrilege recluse
For the loss of a horse
Went the bowels and a tail of a rat
Come again, choose to go
And if Epiphany's terror reduced you to shame
Have your head bobbed and weaved
Choose a side to be on
If the stone glances off
Split didactics in two
Leave the colors of the mouse trails
Don't scream, try between
If you choose, if you choose, try to lose
For the loss of remain come and start
Start the game I che che che che I
Che che ka tak koh
Choose to choose
Choose to choose, choose to go




I Found a Reason
The Velvet Underground

I found a reason to keep living
Oh and the reason, dear, is you
I found a reason to keep singing
Oh and the reason, dear, is you

Oh I do believe
If you don't like things you leave
For some place you never gone before

Honey, I found a reason to keep living
And you know the reason, dear it's you
And I've walked down life's lonely highways
Hand in hand with myself
And I realized how many paths have crossed between us

Oh I do believe
You're all what you perceive
What come is better that what came before





Bring Out Your Dead
Friendly Fires

Bring out your dead
Blue moon light
I've got the taste on my lips
I need to savor the fix
Blue moon light
I said give me some blood lust tonight

Oh
Disco cannot bring you to life
Disco cannot bring you to life
So bring out your dead

Blue moon light
I need to bring them back up
I need to scatter tonight
Blue moon light
Oh there's room in my coffin tonight












Scarborough Fair
Hayley Westenra

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme.
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine.

Tell him to make me a cambric shirt.
Parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme.
Without no seam, nor needlework.
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Tell him to find me an acre of land.
Parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme.
Between salt water and the sea strand.
Then he'll be a true love of mine.




Time To Say Goodbye
Hayley Westenra

Quando sono sola
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole,
si lo so che non c'è luce
in una stanza quando manca il sole,
se non ci sei tu con me, con me.
Su le finestre
mostra a tutti il mio cuore
che hai accesso,
chiudi dentro me
la luce che
hai incontrato per strada.

Time to say goodbye. Con te partirò.
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso sì li vivrò.
Con te partirò
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono più,
it's time to say goodbye. con te io li vivrò.

Quando sei lontana
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole,
e io si lo so
che sei con me, con me,
tu mia luna tu sei qui con me,
mio sole tu sei qui con me,
con me, con me, con me.

Time to say goodbye. Con te partirò.
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso sì li vivrò.
Con te partirò
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono più,

con te io li rivivrò.
Con te partirò
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono più,
con te io li rivivrò.
Con te partirò

Io con te.





Just Breathe
Pearl Jam


Yes I understand that every life must end
As we sit alone, I know someday we must go
I'm a lucky man to count on both hands
The ones I love...

Some folks just have one
Others they got none

Stay with me
Let's just breathe

Practiced are my sins
Never gonna let me win,
Under everything, just another human being
Yea, I don't wanna hurt, there's so much in this world
To make me bleed

Stay with me
You're all I see

Did I say that I need you?
Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see
No one knows this more than me
As I come clean

I wonder everyday
As I look upon your face
Everything you gave
And nothing you would take
Nothing you would take
Everything you gave

Nothing you would take
Everything you gave
Hold me 'till I die
Meet you on the other side







source images

chest x-ray
plague doctor costume
plague doctor engraving
The Dance of Death
The Plague by Arnold Böcklin
Apollo and Daphne by Dosso Dossi
Grunge 8 by ba1619
coloured background by duchesssa
Fantasy Space by duchesssa
The Planets 3 by jelaga



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