past allergy stuff, my cats, request for commentfic/gifs/etc

[theeverdream]

Hi everyone!

Today my wonderful cat and her sister my husband's cat were taken to a family member to be there for a month or more.


I was allergic to cats but when we got mine, I had no problem with my husband's cat because the allergy medicine controlled all my symptoms. And things were okay when my cat was a kitten, too. But then stuff started changing with my health and such. And so I am more sensitive to the cats, which is not a huge problem by itself I don't think. But when we try to get the house clean, as is very much needed because there's a lot of dusty also-allergic areas, the combination of things causes my allergies to be completely miserable for me.

Not just uncomfortable, but really bad, as a bit ago the allergy-based congestion would not go away and led to pneumonia and three separate weeks of trying three separate antibiotics before the rattle in my chest went away.

So anyway, this is the reason why my darling wonderful lovely cat is not with me at the moment. My husband stayed around a bit after he took them and he said she settled in nicely. And I am doing good right now, but only because I got my panic out of the way (or at least, I hope) earlier. I had some pet-based guilt issues already and while I know for a fact that this is not my fault it is hard to deal with.

My cat isn't one of those that will ignore you and not need to be loved. No, she adores me to bits as I do her. She's learned tricks for me and comes when I call and she lights up when I come out of the bedroom in the mornings and runs towards me. So while I know she'll be fine for the month or so that she is gone I can't help but feel that she needs me and I am not there for her.

As I said I'm doing really well now, but I have a feeling I could go back to being panicked easily. So I thought if I could ask you, if you have time/energy/inspiration, if you could share some fandom or happy things with me?

I wouldn't want anything involving pets, happy or not, because it would make me cry. Even happy tears would be very overwhelming right now.

But non-animal happy gifs, or commentfic involving someone knowing a friend is there for them, knowing someone always has their back? That would be awesome.

Or just knowing you've listened.

'Cause.. well, I do know that, with who I am and some of the stuff I've dealt with, it makes sense to have issues about leaving my cats with someone else. But when you get into that guilt-mode, it's very easy to doubt yourself, and doubt what's going on inside your head. I mean, I know I shouldn't be *so* bothered, because she and her "sister" will be fine, but

Um okay :) I should stop rambling. But yes. Thank you for reading. *hugs you all*

Comments

[danceswithgary]

*hug*

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Thank you, so much.

[scarlet-gryphon.livejournal.com]

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Eeee! That's really adorable. :):):)
Like, the person and the facial expression and the motions and the text - all adorable.
Thanks bunches :)

[scarlet-gryphon.livejournal.com]

Of course! It's Charlie McDonnell of Charlieissocoollike (http://www.youtube.com/user/charlieissocoollike?ob=0) of Youtube fame. Also, any specific fandoms you want comment fic in?

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Ooh, haven't heard of him/that! May have to look that up :)

(I think the fandoms I share with flisty people are mostly like.. Stargates, Hawaii 5-0, NCIS, and possibly Inception.)

[scarlet-gryphon.livejournal.com]

Ah. Let me think on it. I've got another fic I'm working on at the moment, so it may be a while. *HUGS*

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

No no yes! Don't worry. I would only want people to do it if they had fun with it, you know? Not like an obligation. Time-wise and inspiration-wise and everything, I know what it's like to not have those things even though the base desire is there and it's just nice that you asked about it :)

[melagan.livejournal.com]

http://www.youtube.com/embed/17jymDn0W6U

*hands you universe*

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

... Wow.

I love stuff like this, and.... wow.

Didn't want to watch until I had a chance to comment, so just watched. And am kind of speechless. So amazing, and mind boggling, and um. Yeah... wow.... thank you so so soooo much.

[rinkafic.livejournal.com]

(http://s1136.photobucket.com/albums/n490/rinkafic/CasGifs/Cas%20Text%20GIFs/?action=view&current=1128844091.gif)

(http://s1136.photobucket.com/albums/n490/rinkafic/Dr%20Who%20GIFs/?action=view&current=dancing-doctor-who.gif)

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

These both made me laugh! Thanks for the funnies :D

[helenkacan.livejournal.com]

I'm here, even if I look and feel like a zombie today!

[helenkacan.livejournal.com]

{{{{{Hugs}}}}} from John and Rodney, worth so much more because these two guys were hugging goodbye. ::sniffs::

[helenkacan.livejournal.com]

Pretty flowers for you to look at, but not to smell just in case they aggravate your allergies.

[helenkacan.livejournal.com]

Lovely cleansing water to stimulate your own allergen eradication.

[helenkacan.livejournal.com]

Just like Rodney, I'm going to have a nap!

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Mmm, nap :)
Thanks for being here for me! I loved seeing the icons go with the words :):) Goodbye hugs and pretty things to look at and happiness... thank you :)

[calcitrix.livejournal.com]

*hugs to youuuuuuuu*

Try to find out from Alice where the geocache is:

http://locusprime.net/gc/Visit_Alice.html

(It's an artificial intelligence thing)

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Eee! Love this.

"Do you eat buttons?"

"No I do not eat buttons. I eat only electricity."
:):)

"Do you dress warmly?"

"I like the LL Bean look. Casual, comfortable, cotton, clean and conservative."

Hahhaa that's fantastic.

I remember asking one of these things questions when I was young, visiting the science museum... good memories :)

Thanks for the hugs and the link *hugs back*

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Oooh I really like when it responds by referring to something I said previously (as in not right before). Very neat!

[xanthe.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry to hear this. *Biggest hugs*. I totally understand how you must be feeling.

Someone on my flist posted this today - it's a wedding proposal that just warmed my heart to bits. I hope it's something that might make you smile a bit - or shed happy tears but not sad ones!

http://vimeo.com/42828824

More hugs!

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for your understanding - it means a lot :) - and for the happy tears that I did indeed have. :) I'm smiling a huge smile and wiping my eyes :)

[gaffsie.livejournal.com]

(http://photobucket.com)

Allergies suck.

[theeverdream.livejournal.com]

They do!
Aww, what an adorable gif... I definitely feel like that sometimes! Yay hugs :) Such a great show!